Archive for November, 2007

Force her

Thursday, November 29th, 2007

Her struggles began again, but she was virtually helpless under
his weight. His kiss became a long passionate fulfillment of
months and months of frustration. She could sense that and felt
helpless. The kiss was certainly not unenjoyable, just undesired
at that particular time. “Reason with him,” she thought.

But she would not have the chance. The kiss became even more
passionate as his warm wet tongue forced its way between her
passionate lips. They circled around her glisteningly smooth
pearly teeth, hastening this way and that. They snaked along her
teeth into her cheek searching this way and that. The suggestive
nature was not lost on Sandy, nor was Jim’s desperateness. She
made the mistake of trying to speak and as her mouth opened, his
probing tongue entered unobstructed. “This is where I belong,”
it seemed to say. It hungrily searched out her tongue and
entangled himself with her’s.

As their tongues played gaily like little children Sandy became
acutely aware of what Jim had been noticing for a long time. She
was stretched nearly prone along the seat of the car and he was
covering her full length. The relative positions of their bodies
was nearly as a couple in the act of intercourse. The not
unpleasant increasing pressure from him on her loins was not lost
on her either.

I love you

Monday, November 19th, 2007

At that instant Jim reached over to Sandy and placed his arms
around her shoulders. Sandy was totally unprepared for this.
“No, we can’t allow this to happen,” she said, with some alarm.
“Don’t say ‘we’, you may not want this to happen, but I do.”

With that he pulled her to him. The gear shift was decidedly in
the way, but he slid past it. Desperately he sought her lips.
“Sandy, I am going to kiss you and you cannot stop me. I have
longed to kiss you, but I have not wanted violence. But if I
must force you I will.”

Sandy had slid down in the seat trying to get away, but it only
allowed Jim to use his weight to hold her. His arms were now
firmly around her, pinning her upper arms to her side. As his
face came near to her, she turned her face away from him. “No!
Don’t, Jim.”

“Sandy! Look at me!” She stopped and turned her head. She
looked up at Jim with fear and anguish in her eyes, “I can’t let
you do it. I can’t live with it. Suppose someone comes by?”
“Sandy, I love you. Those things matter to me, but I do love
you, dearly. I have tried to express my love for you with
things, with notes, with spoken words. You acknowledge the fact
like it is a notice on the 6 o’clock news. ‘Interesting, but it
has nothing to do with me.’ Well, it does!”

With that he bent down and kissed her. She struggled to break
free, but he held her in a vise grip. Violently twisting her
face away she practically screamed, “This isn’t fair! Let me
go.” “No, Sandy, I have wanted to hold you close to me and kiss
you for longer than you could imagine. I shall not let this
moment pass.”
He reached up and held her face, twisting it around so he could
look deeply into her lusciously fierce blue eyes. “Sandy, I love
you, so very much I love you.” And he kissed her again.

I envy your husband

Sunday, November 4th, 2007

“Do you remember our talks about how women visualize male
gentleness and dominance, Sandy?” “Sure, but you never quite
understood what I was trying to say, Jim. The reason why women
perceive aggression, hopefully mild, as erotic and seductive is
that it cloaks their guilt, guilt fashioned by society’s
inhibitions on the sex act, particularly for women.” “No, I see
what you are saying and it is clear in your life isn’t it? You
find me interesting because I am a little different, I call it
gentle, you probably have other words for it. And then I hear
about your husband and your first husband. Don’t get me wrong, I
think very highly of your husband and even if I didn’t, because
he is your husband and you love him I am his Number Two fan. (My
envy of him will go unspoken!) It is just that you wished WE
could be back the was it was, “loving” each other platonically
and, of course we can’t, because of your guilt feelings and fear.
But that is not all that is not the same was it was.”